Sooo tired today, and absolutely no chance I'll have time to get my scheduled walk in today. So much for being a fitness blog!
Dad did OK with his first few interferon shots. He took the third on Tue. and everything seemed as usual, including the typical flu-like aches and fatigue. Last night and this morning, though, he said he was so tired and weak that he couldn't even walk. He's a pretty demanding patient (and I use the term "patient" loosely) anyway, so he's now needing a level of care that is beyond my job description. We called his oncologist, and they wanted me to bring him in. His bloodwork, etc. is better than they expected it to be, so there's really not much they can or want to do. He's pretty dehydrated, so they're giving him some fluid via IV. The choice to continue this round of interferon is up to him (3 more shots). He wants to, but I made it very clear that Mom and I needed help, no matter what happens. So, a home care service is coming by tomorrow to do an evaluation and make some recommendations. We'll see what they come up with! OK, 20 more minutes before I have to go pick up Mom and Dad (only one visitor can be with Dad in the treatment room, so I got sprung for a couple of hours). Power nap?
RunnerMoose
The adventures of a hiker turned couch-potato turned runner and racewalker
Thursday, February 9, 2012
Thursday, February 2, 2012
Just picked up Dad's interferon prescription, so we're off and running. We had a pretty sobering visit with Dad's GP yesterday - actually got to see the report from the Mastocytosis specialist. He listed Dad's prognosis as "very poor." Ouch. Mastocytosis is a slow-moving disease, but Dad has a particularly aggressive case, so when pressed, the GP said yesterday that if the interferon doesn't help, we're probably talking in terms of months rather than years. Double ouch. I'm really proud of my dad, though, he's not giving up. Last night he announced he has a new short term goal - to make it to his 80th birthday (October 20, 2012).
In other news, I'm going stir-crazy sitting around the house with nothing to do between medical appointments. I think I need a TV habit (my parents have cable and a nice big-screen TV). Any suggestions? (I honestly haven't had a TV on in at least 6 months).
In other news, I'm going stir-crazy sitting around the house with nothing to do between medical appointments. I think I need a TV habit (my parents have cable and a nice big-screen TV). Any suggestions? (I honestly haven't had a TV on in at least 6 months).
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
Changes, pt. 2
Yesterday we went in, we thought, to start Dad's chemo. He is seeing a Mastocytosis specialist in Buffalo, so since it wouldn't be practical to drive to Buffalo and back every day for chemo treatments, they were supposed to be overseen by his oncologist here in Rochester. Yesterday, we thought, was to set up the schedule and to get our questions answered.
Instead, this doctor said he thought that chemo was too intense, and we'd be doing more harm than potential good. He wants to either do nothing, or try alpha interferon shots. Doing nothing is not at all acceptable to Dad. This disease progresses very slowly, but the thought of just letting it take him is not Dad's way at all. So alpha interferon shots it is. Both treatments, chemo and alpha interferon, have the same success rate -dismal about 30%, but it's doing something!
I still need to be here for a few weeks, though, as he gets used to the interferon. The side effects are pretty brutal, especially the first few weeks. They are self-injected shots, though, so no daily trips to the hospital - that will be nice. And, if we decide we need to, we can always try chemo at a later time. Now we're just waiting for health insurance approval, which hopefully will happen in the next day or two.
Instead, this doctor said he thought that chemo was too intense, and we'd be doing more harm than potential good. He wants to either do nothing, or try alpha interferon shots. Doing nothing is not at all acceptable to Dad. This disease progresses very slowly, but the thought of just letting it take him is not Dad's way at all. So alpha interferon shots it is. Both treatments, chemo and alpha interferon, have the same success rate -
I still need to be here for a few weeks, though, as he gets used to the interferon. The side effects are pretty brutal, especially the first few weeks. They are self-injected shots, though, so no daily trips to the hospital - that will be nice. And, if we decide we need to, we can always try chemo at a later time. Now we're just waiting for health insurance approval, which hopefully will happen in the next day or two.
| More yawning Riff Raff (with Kirby on the left) |
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Changes
The cats and I are getting all settled in at my parents' house. It's funny - I come back here all the time to visit, but it was different yesterday making that drive, knowing why I was making it, knowing I'd be gone longer than usual.
It was a lot harder than I thought it would be. I don't really know what else to say. Already I feel isolated from my Columbus friends. I'm never there, and when I am, I'm too exhausted to do anything. Obviously, that's not going to change in the near future.
Sorry for the whiny post. It's just been that kind of week.
It was a lot harder than I thought it would be. I don't really know what else to say. Already I feel isolated from my Columbus friends. I'm never there, and when I am, I'm too exhausted to do anything. Obviously, that's not going to change in the near future.
Sorry for the whiny post. It's just been that kind of week.
| Some cute cat photos to counteract my bad mood. This is Rocket. |
| Mickey |
| Riff Raff and my parents' cat, Felix (better known as "Kirby") |
| I don't know why, but every time I pull out a camera, Riff Raff starts yawning. I can't tell you how many yawning Riff Raff photos I have. |
Friday, January 6, 2012
Truth in Advertising
Happy 2012!
I tend to be a fairly optimistic person. No, I'm not always bright, happy and cheerful, but I think I usually look for the silver lining and try to see things in the most positive light possible. With that is mind, let me tell you that 2011 sucked monkeys, right from day one.
On Jan. 1, 2011, I broke up with the guy I had been dating for nearly two years. It had been coming for a long time. It was a long distance relationship, and we both decided enough was enough. That same day, I came down with an inner ear infection. I was so dizzy I couldn't drive back to Columbus. By the time that eased up and I could drive safely, I had missed the first few teaching days of the new quarter.
And things went downhill from there.
Looking back at my facebook postings, etc., I kept giving 2011 chances. I really hoped things might turn around, but they didn't. The big thing is the health problems that have plagued various members of my family. I've spent most of my time since Feb. 2011 driving back and forth between Rochester and Columbus so I could help out my family as much as possible.
Having said all that, 2011 wasn't all bad. In fact there were some really good things about 2011. On January 8, 2011 I went to my first MIT (Marathoners in Training) workout. Signing up for MIT is definitely one of the best things I have ever done for myself. I fell in with the "Lucky 13s," and very quickly made friends with some incredible people. I would have never made it through this past year without you guys!! Through MIT I ran my first half marathon, and racewalked two more halfs. I got to be a mentor for the No Boundaries program this fall. And now I get to be one of the pace coaches for the MIT walk group.
Another good thing about 2011 - the two little monsters that have joined my family. Since I'm going right back to Rochester next weekend, I left the two kittens with my mom, and I can't believe how quiet and empty this house seems without them! Even Mickey is missing them!
So as we go into 2012, I'm cautiously optimistic. Every year is a mix of good and bad, and I know there is some bad looming on the horizon for my family, but I hope that this year the positive outshines the negative.
And did you notice? I did it - I changed the name of the blog to "RaceWalker Moose." I'm a racewalker now, and proud of it, so there you go.
I tend to be a fairly optimistic person. No, I'm not always bright, happy and cheerful, but I think I usually look for the silver lining and try to see things in the most positive light possible. With that is mind, let me tell you that 2011 sucked monkeys, right from day one.
On Jan. 1, 2011, I broke up with the guy I had been dating for nearly two years. It had been coming for a long time. It was a long distance relationship, and we both decided enough was enough. That same day, I came down with an inner ear infection. I was so dizzy I couldn't drive back to Columbus. By the time that eased up and I could drive safely, I had missed the first few teaching days of the new quarter.
And things went downhill from there.
Looking back at my facebook postings, etc., I kept giving 2011 chances. I really hoped things might turn around, but they didn't. The big thing is the health problems that have plagued various members of my family. I've spent most of my time since Feb. 2011 driving back and forth between Rochester and Columbus so I could help out my family as much as possible.
Having said all that, 2011 wasn't all bad. In fact there were some really good things about 2011. On January 8, 2011 I went to my first MIT (Marathoners in Training) workout. Signing up for MIT is definitely one of the best things I have ever done for myself. I fell in with the "Lucky 13s," and very quickly made friends with some incredible people. I would have never made it through this past year without you guys!! Through MIT I ran my first half marathon, and racewalked two more halfs. I got to be a mentor for the No Boundaries program this fall. And now I get to be one of the pace coaches for the MIT walk group.
Another good thing about 2011 - the two little monsters that have joined my family. Since I'm going right back to Rochester next weekend, I left the two kittens with my mom, and I can't believe how quiet and empty this house seems without them! Even Mickey is missing them!
So as we go into 2012, I'm cautiously optimistic. Every year is a mix of good and bad, and I know there is some bad looming on the horizon for my family, but I hope that this year the positive outshines the negative.
And did you notice? I did it - I changed the name of the blog to "RaceWalker Moose." I'm a racewalker now, and proud of it, so there you go.
Friday, October 7, 2011
Back to Basics
Hi - Remember me? It seems like it's been a busy couple of months, but when I look back, not much has really happened!
My hip has continued to bother me, but the pain has inexplicably migrated from the right hip to the left hip. The Emerald City Quarter Marathon in early September went just terribly. I started out OK, but about mile two, started having excruciating pain. At one point I could barely keep an 18-minute mile pace, and thought for sure I was going to have flag down the medical team and drop out. Laurie and Dina, who were pacing the 16-minute mile group, caught up to me around 3 1/2 miles, and they were lifesavers! I managed to keep up with them until the last mile, when suddenly I felt better and "sprinted" for the finish (hey, when you're doing 16-18 minute miles, anything is a sprint!).
I was really worried at this point about how the New Albany Walking Classic would go the following week, so I rested and hoped for the best. Seemed to work! I completed the 1/2 marathon in 3:00:42, just two and a half minutes slower than I ran it in April!
Since then, though, I've been able to do almost nothing in preparation for the Columbus Half Marathon in just over a week. I've had to cut a few of my long runs very short because of hip pain, and the ones I have been able to do have shown me just how much cardiovascular training I've lost. It doesn't help that I've also managed to gain a lot of weight since April - a combination of higher stress and less exercise than I'm used to. A PR is simply out of the question at this point - I'm just hoping to make it to the finish line.
Then it's time to get busy. I need to lose 50 pounds - the 30 I've gained, as well as the extra 20 I was already carrying around. So, I'm following Amy's lead and joining Weight Watchers (my health plan actually covers part of the program fee - how cool is that?!?). I also need to pretty much start over in terms of building my cardiovascular base. I jumped in full speed with the race walking - I didn't build up the muscle strength and endurance the way I probably should have, which may be why I haven't been able to overcome my injuries. On the cardiovascular side of things, after talking with Mandy and sharing our running frustrations, I decided to join her in the No Boundaries program this fall, before tackling MIT again in January. No Boundaries is for absolute beginners, but we talked to Jeff and he is willing to put together an advanced schedule for us. The more I think about it, the more excited I'm getting. I'll be able to slow down and work on the basics, build a base, and come back strong in January to the higher mileages.
In other news, most of you already know I decided in favor of getting kittens. My plan was to adopt Siamese (or Siamese-mix) brothers from a rescue. I should know better than to trust in plans. It all started out well - I located a pair of beautiful seal point Siamese brothers that had been abandoned in a trailer park. They were very small and needed to get big enough for first shots and FHIV tests. Fine, I wasn't in a hurry. Then I came across a Siamese kitten who had been dumped in the overnight drop off box of a high-kill dog pound. They had no clue what to do with a kitten and were up-front about needing to get him out of there ASAP. I couldn't take him - I had already committed to a pair of kittens. I wanted to think that surely someone would step up before this beautiful kitten got put down, but my conscious just wouldn't let me walk away. I figured I'd call some of the local no-kill shelters, and see if they would take him, but then my parents said that they would be interested! (they had just lost one of their two Siamese to cancer about 6 weeks earlier). So, I drove up to Mansfield to check this little guy out. He was so cute! He came right to the front of his cage, talked to me, wanted to be held, etc. Except for having quite the flea infestation, he looked and acted healthy as could be, so I took him! The dog pound was so happy to find someone to take him that they didn't charge me anything. That evening, as I was making plans to take the kitten to my parents in Rochester, the foster (and head of the rescue) of the two kittens I was supposed to adopt called me to tell me that one of the two kittens had died!! (he was the runt of the litter and not growing like his brother, so although it wasn't expected, it wasn't completely out of the blue, either. He had actually died several days earlier and she waited to tell me. I should have realized then this was a bad situation, but i didn't!!). So, instant change of plans. I decided to keep Rocket (named for Rocket J. Squirrel of the Rocky and Bullwinkle show. It was originally "Rocky," but he's such a hyperactive little thing, even for a kitten - he's definitely a "Rocket") and take the surviving kitten. The foster told me he'd be ready for me to bring home later that week. That's when the game-playing started. For the next three weeks, she promised me this kitten on nearly a daily basis, but always came up with some reason why I couldn't have him that day, along with promises that I could definitely have him in a day or two. After three weeks of this (and three weeks of a hyperactive kitten who desperately needed a playmate NOW), I told her to forget it and went elsewhere. Riff-Raff isn't a rescue, I got him from a breeder, but would you believe I paid less for him that this woman wanted for her rescued kitten??? Yeah, me neither. The sad part is that two months later, this same kitten is still listed as adoption pending (she relisted him and three days later changed his status to "pending"), which means she might be doing what she did to me to another potential adopter, and the one who suffers the most is this poor little kitten who is now at least 6 months old.
Even though it didn't work out as planned, I think I got the perfect kittens. Rocket, as far as we can tell, was probably born in early to mid-April, so he's just about 6 months old now. He's a chocolate point, but most likely has some non-Siamese in there somewhere. I love the raccoon stripes on his tail, so he gets called "Rocky Raccoon" quite a bit as well as "Rocket."
Riff-Raff, a seal point, was born on June 11, 2011 and I brought him home on August 3, when he was just under 8 weeks old. He came from a litter of 5 boys and 1 girl. I had my choice from 4 of the boys, and picked the biggest, boldest kitten of the bunch, figuring he'd be the one best able to cope with Rocket! Perfect choice! Riff-Raff is fearless - right from day one he kept up with Rocket, even though Rocket was twice his size! I knew they'd be alright when Rocket chased Riff-Raff under the bed, and a few seconds later they came out the other side, with Riff-Raff chasing Rocket! Now, if it wasn't for the size difference (which is getting less and less), you'd never know they weren't actual littermates! He's also a little snuggle-bug - he always wants to be on someone's lap. He completely charmed my mom when she was here in early September!
Mickey, aka Mr. Growly Pants, isn't doing as well as I'd hoped with his new nephews, but he is getting better. As I've been writing this, Riff-Raff has been asleep in the cat tree, one of his favorite places. Mickey has been know to get up there and growl at the kittens if they try to join him, but this is the first time I've seen him get into the tree while one of the kittens was already there. He did his best to get Riff-Raff to leave, but no dice! Mickey finally just turned around, curled up, and is sleeping in the tree with Riff-Raff!!!
Oh, and my fear of kittens and curtains? Yeah.
My hip has continued to bother me, but the pain has inexplicably migrated from the right hip to the left hip. The Emerald City Quarter Marathon in early September went just terribly. I started out OK, but about mile two, started having excruciating pain. At one point I could barely keep an 18-minute mile pace, and thought for sure I was going to have flag down the medical team and drop out. Laurie and Dina, who were pacing the 16-minute mile group, caught up to me around 3 1/2 miles, and they were lifesavers! I managed to keep up with them until the last mile, when suddenly I felt better and "sprinted" for the finish (hey, when you're doing 16-18 minute miles, anything is a sprint!).
I was really worried at this point about how the New Albany Walking Classic would go the following week, so I rested and hoped for the best. Seemed to work! I completed the 1/2 marathon in 3:00:42, just two and a half minutes slower than I ran it in April!
Since then, though, I've been able to do almost nothing in preparation for the Columbus Half Marathon in just over a week. I've had to cut a few of my long runs very short because of hip pain, and the ones I have been able to do have shown me just how much cardiovascular training I've lost. It doesn't help that I've also managed to gain a lot of weight since April - a combination of higher stress and less exercise than I'm used to. A PR is simply out of the question at this point - I'm just hoping to make it to the finish line.
Then it's time to get busy. I need to lose 50 pounds - the 30 I've gained, as well as the extra 20 I was already carrying around. So, I'm following Amy's lead and joining Weight Watchers (my health plan actually covers part of the program fee - how cool is that?!?). I also need to pretty much start over in terms of building my cardiovascular base. I jumped in full speed with the race walking - I didn't build up the muscle strength and endurance the way I probably should have, which may be why I haven't been able to overcome my injuries. On the cardiovascular side of things, after talking with Mandy and sharing our running frustrations, I decided to join her in the No Boundaries program this fall, before tackling MIT again in January. No Boundaries is for absolute beginners, but we talked to Jeff and he is willing to put together an advanced schedule for us. The more I think about it, the more excited I'm getting. I'll be able to slow down and work on the basics, build a base, and come back strong in January to the higher mileages.
In other news, most of you already know I decided in favor of getting kittens. My plan was to adopt Siamese (or Siamese-mix) brothers from a rescue. I should know better than to trust in plans. It all started out well - I located a pair of beautiful seal point Siamese brothers that had been abandoned in a trailer park. They were very small and needed to get big enough for first shots and FHIV tests. Fine, I wasn't in a hurry. Then I came across a Siamese kitten who had been dumped in the overnight drop off box of a high-kill dog pound. They had no clue what to do with a kitten and were up-front about needing to get him out of there ASAP. I couldn't take him - I had already committed to a pair of kittens. I wanted to think that surely someone would step up before this beautiful kitten got put down, but my conscious just wouldn't let me walk away. I figured I'd call some of the local no-kill shelters, and see if they would take him, but then my parents said that they would be interested! (they had just lost one of their two Siamese to cancer about 6 weeks earlier). So, I drove up to Mansfield to check this little guy out. He was so cute! He came right to the front of his cage, talked to me, wanted to be held, etc. Except for having quite the flea infestation, he looked and acted healthy as could be, so I took him! The dog pound was so happy to find someone to take him that they didn't charge me anything. That evening, as I was making plans to take the kitten to my parents in Rochester, the foster (and head of the rescue) of the two kittens I was supposed to adopt called me to tell me that one of the two kittens had died!! (he was the runt of the litter and not growing like his brother, so although it wasn't expected, it wasn't completely out of the blue, either. He had actually died several days earlier and she waited to tell me. I should have realized then this was a bad situation, but i didn't!!). So, instant change of plans. I decided to keep Rocket (named for Rocket J. Squirrel of the Rocky and Bullwinkle show. It was originally "Rocky," but he's such a hyperactive little thing, even for a kitten - he's definitely a "Rocket") and take the surviving kitten. The foster told me he'd be ready for me to bring home later that week. That's when the game-playing started. For the next three weeks, she promised me this kitten on nearly a daily basis, but always came up with some reason why I couldn't have him that day, along with promises that I could definitely have him in a day or two. After three weeks of this (and three weeks of a hyperactive kitten who desperately needed a playmate NOW), I told her to forget it and went elsewhere. Riff-Raff isn't a rescue, I got him from a breeder, but would you believe I paid less for him that this woman wanted for her rescued kitten??? Yeah, me neither. The sad part is that two months later, this same kitten is still listed as adoption pending (she relisted him and three days later changed his status to "pending"), which means she might be doing what she did to me to another potential adopter, and the one who suffers the most is this poor little kitten who is now at least 6 months old.
Even though it didn't work out as planned, I think I got the perfect kittens. Rocket, as far as we can tell, was probably born in early to mid-April, so he's just about 6 months old now. He's a chocolate point, but most likely has some non-Siamese in there somewhere. I love the raccoon stripes on his tail, so he gets called "Rocky Raccoon" quite a bit as well as "Rocket."
| Rocket - July 2011 (ca. 3 months) |
| Rocket - October 2011 (ca. 6 months) |
Riff-Raff, a seal point, was born on June 11, 2011 and I brought him home on August 3, when he was just under 8 weeks old. He came from a litter of 5 boys and 1 girl. I had my choice from 4 of the boys, and picked the biggest, boldest kitten of the bunch, figuring he'd be the one best able to cope with Rocket! Perfect choice! Riff-Raff is fearless - right from day one he kept up with Rocket, even though Rocket was twice his size! I knew they'd be alright when Rocket chased Riff-Raff under the bed, and a few seconds later they came out the other side, with Riff-Raff chasing Rocket! Now, if it wasn't for the size difference (which is getting less and less), you'd never know they weren't actual littermates! He's also a little snuggle-bug - he always wants to be on someone's lap. He completely charmed my mom when she was here in early September!
| Riff-Raff - August 2011 (8 weeks) |
| Riff-Raff - October 2011 (4 months) |
Mickey, aka Mr. Growly Pants, isn't doing as well as I'd hoped with his new nephews, but he is getting better. As I've been writing this, Riff-Raff has been asleep in the cat tree, one of his favorite places. Mickey has been know to get up there and growl at the kittens if they try to join him, but this is the first time I've seen him get into the tree while one of the kittens was already there. He did his best to get Riff-Raff to leave, but no dice! Mickey finally just turned around, curled up, and is sleeping in the tree with Riff-Raff!!!
| If I glare at you long enough, will you move??? |
| Fine. We'll share, but I DON'T have to like it. |
Oh, and my fear of kittens and curtains? Yeah.
| They just fell down on their own - honest!! |
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Update
I went back to see Dr. Diehl for my follow-up appointment yesterday. Both hip injuries are healing well - it's just a matter of time and patience. As my mom loves to point out, though, I'm a Dr. with no patients [patience], so that's not always the easiest thing for me (yes, our family adores the art of the horrible pun. My dad, who also has a Ph.D., refers to us as the Wilson Paradox. Get it? Pair-of-Docs? I've told Sarah to hurry up and finish her degree so we can be the MIT Paradox!).
Anywhoodle, Dr. Diehl and I talked about what I could and could not realistically expect from my hip this fall and came up with a plan. I already realized that the Air Force full on September 17 wasn't going to happen and sold my bib a few weeks ago. I had toyed with race walking the Columbus Full in October but we decided yesterday that even though I might be able to do it, I would be risking further injury, and certainly would be pushing it in terms of preparation. So the new plan is the Emerald City quarter marathon on September 4 and the Columbus half marathon on October 16. I also hope to squeeze in the New Albany Walking Classic on September 11 - probably the 10K, even though I'd love to do the half marathon.
It's certainly not what I originally set out to do, but I have to say I'm excited about it. It's modest, but still challenging. In the mean time, Dr. D. wants me to take one more week off from race walking/running, but is encouraging me to keep my cardiovascular fitness going by biking. Get out the bubble wrap!!
In other completely random and unrelated news, Wendy moved out west a few months ago and is making me insanely jealous by posting photos like this:
Anywhoodle, Dr. Diehl and I talked about what I could and could not realistically expect from my hip this fall and came up with a plan. I already realized that the Air Force full on September 17 wasn't going to happen and sold my bib a few weeks ago. I had toyed with race walking the Columbus Full in October but we decided yesterday that even though I might be able to do it, I would be risking further injury, and certainly would be pushing it in terms of preparation. So the new plan is the Emerald City quarter marathon on September 4 and the Columbus half marathon on October 16. I also hope to squeeze in the New Albany Walking Classic on September 11 - probably the 10K, even though I'd love to do the half marathon.
It's certainly not what I originally set out to do, but I have to say I'm excited about it. It's modest, but still challenging. In the mean time, Dr. D. wants me to take one more week off from race walking/running, but is encouraging me to keep my cardiovascular fitness going by biking. Get out the bubble wrap!!
In other completely random and unrelated news, Wendy moved out west a few months ago and is making me insanely jealous by posting photos like this:
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